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1.
Ruin The Day 03:08
1 2 3 4 Stab my ears until they bleed Drench this town with kerosene Rip out my eyes so I cannot see Tear out my voice box so I won’t speak Cut off my fingers so I can’t play It’s impossible to stop me Let me fall until I reach you Please That’s all I ask If the sky falls down I’ll jump right in No one can stop me now (x2) Light a match Burn it down Ashes all around Light a match Burn it down Nothing’s left of this town 1 2 3 4 If the sky falls down I’ll jump right in No one can stop me now (x2)
2.
I’ve been pushing myself to my limit I’ve been trying so hard and none of this is getting me anywhere I’m holding on by my fingernails Which I have bitten down to the bone I’ve been clawing at my eyes Which have turned blue I'm telling myself to breathe But my lungs cannot seem To hold all of this air I’ve been looking at the sky Wishing that I could get out of here I’ll tear myself to pieces Before I make it (x2) Where’s the good part? The good part that I was promised and guaranteed? I’ve seen the truth I’ve seen the truth I’ve seen the truth And I hate it But none of this is gonna stop me None of this is gonna stop me I’ve been looking at the sky Wishing that I could get out of here I’ll tear myself to pieces Before I make it (x2) All of this pressure Is seeping its way into my pores And I’m too cold to sweat it out Pull down the shades ‘Cause I’m not getting up today I’ve been looking at the sky Wishing that I could get out of here I’ll tear myself to pieces Before I make it (x2)
3.
The dream catcher above my bed Should be catching all my nightmares But it seems to be catching all my dreams instead Let's go back to nervous blinking Because the world is making me dizzy My body is too sensitive for all the stuff That's going on in this place My body is too sensitive for all the stuff That's going on in this place Time seems to be flying by so fast And I never got the chance to feel the Time seems to be flying by so fast And I never got the chance to feel the wind It's starting to feel like that year again Back when everything Felt like pretend Where in the world did those days go? Now that they're gone I want them back And I'm grieving Grieving for before Time seems to be flying by so fast And I never got the chance to feel the Time seems to be flying by so fast And I never got the chance to feel the wind Please stop to feel the wind with me (Woah) Because I miss you more than anything Please stop to feel the wind with me Maybe then I won't feel so alone
4.
BS 05:11
Dear friend how are you doing today? I bet you’re not thinking of me But I want you to know that I’m thinking of you And I need you to know that you’re taking up my day I want you to know I’m feeling pretty left out I’m feeling pretty alone I’m feeling pretty down That’s why I’m taking up my time in my sanctuary And writing a song about you So long farewell to all of this I won’t lie and say that I won’t miss you ‘Cause you know I already do I want to thank you for helping me through all those years I’m surprised that you stayed as long as you did Now that I come to think of it You never understood The brilliance of my favorite band And we always used to fight over the tiniest stupidest of things I never could play one of my songs in front of you Maybe I’d get through a verse But the rest would be eschew That’s why you never came out to see me play Well maybe some other day So long farewell to all of this I won’t lie and say that I won’t miss you ‘Cause you know I already do I want to thank you for helping me through all those years I’m surprised that you stayed as long as you did I guess I saw all the warning signs But I didn’t face them I’d run and hide I can see that you and I are two completely different people I just thought it worked for us I’ll be here for you if you ever need me again But for now I’ll give you all the space you want Maybe that will buy me time to find someone who understands me But until then I’ll just sit in my sanctuary I’ll just sit in my sanctuary So long farewell to all of this I will wave goodbye as you walk down the street Picking up your feet Walking away from me So long farewell to all of this I won’t lie and say that I won’t miss you ‘Cause you know I already do I already do (x4)
5.
I used to have so much faith in you But that seems to be changing I used to have so much hope in you But now all I see is selfish conformity I guess I shouldn’t let it affect me as much as it does Because after all you never really said you cared In case you forgot I was the one who Picked you up when everyone was pulling you down In case you forgot I was the one who Gave it my all I see that doesn’t mean anything anymore I’m starting to think it never did I used to try to scream as loud as I could With the hope that you’d hear me above the rest But here’s my last scream If you don’t hear me now then you never will But here’s my last scream In case you forgot I was the one who Picked you up when everyone was pulling you down In case you forgot I was the one who Gave it my all I see that doesn’t mean anything anymore I’m starting to think it never did (x2)
6.
Time For Me 04:41
I think that you were lying to me On purpose but you made it seem like it was inadvertently Because last night I had the weirdest dream That you found somebody else and you said that she was better than me The funny thing is I know that’s not true Because no one could treat you better than I did or even figure out how to I knew you weren’t a fighter but I still thought you might Find the will to try for the first time in your life Instead of effortlessly watching it all die Now that you’re gone it is time for me to Exclaim to the world how happy I am that I didn’t get stuck with you Now that you’re gone it is time for me to Find all the things I needed in someone That never existed in you I liked your cowardly tactic saying the problems were out of our hands I said that wasn’t true but I’ll give you that If it gets your incisiveness off my back You said later on we can fix this but you’re wrong Because I plan on writing you off completely after I’m finished writing this song Now that you’re gone it is time for me to Exclaim to the world how happy I am that I didn’t get stuck with you Now that you’re gone it is time for me to Find all the things I needed in someone That never existed in you Well you’re off You’re off somewhere And I’m here Going to places and living in spaces I always wanted to get to Well you’re off You’re off somewhere And I’m here Doing much better And feeling much better without you Now that you’re gone it is Time for me to Exclaim to the world how happy I am That I didn’t get stuck with miserable old you Now that you’re gone it is time for me to Exclaim to the world how happy I am that I didn’t get stuck with you Now that you’re gone it is time for me to Find all the things I needed in someone That never existed in you
7.
I’d rather peel all the bark off of the trees Than waste my life with this disease Stomp on my dreams one by one Then watch them rot in the sun They will catch on fire My face will perspire I’ll watch the smoke rise into the sky That’s where dreams go when we let them die Don’t tell me it’s too late I once felt that way Stop blaming failures On everyone else but yourself Pick up the pieces And take a good look at yourself I don’t wanna live a selfish life Self-indulgent and full of pride I wanna treat myself right Break down those stupid doors Or take a hammer to the floors You’ve gotta get out somehow Don’t say you’ve strayed too far Who’s to say you’re done and gone? Don’t tell me it’s too late I once felt that way Stop blaming failures On everyone else but yourself Pick up the pieces And take a good look at yourself Don’t tell me it’s too late I once felt that way Stop blaming failures On everyone else but yourself If you want success Go get it yourself (x4)
8.
I wanna go somewhere But I don’t want to go anywhere I like this place But it’s better when I move my feet I want autumn to stay And never fade away But that’s not how you move I wanna live to be who I wanna be But that means taking chances And living with consequences Which we know I don’t do too well on I’ve had this headache all my life I’m over emotional I care too much I think too much And I’m bottled up Bottled up I wanna fly away all my hurt I wanna crawl not the dirt I won’t ever be just dust I’m going somewhere after all of this After all of us Have you ever really felt scared? Have you ever really felt like you don’t belong here? Hey you Have you ever really felt scared? Have you ever really felt like you don’t belong here? (x3) Your final step That final push There you go You’re on your own You’re on your way You’re on your way And you You Belong here
9.
Is anything here really mine? What about my voice? My words? My songs? I feel myself drifting away If I concentrate too long I'm not safe here I wonder now if I ever really was I know everyone is watching But that does not mean I'm stopping Callouses and cuts Keep building on my skin From days and days and days of producing this sin I'm not trying now But I'm going back in Where is my head? I think it's up in the clouds again Or maybe in the trees Where I fear to climb Don't tell me That I'm fine Because I know myself better than you do Nevermind I lied I don't know myself at all Callouses and cuts Keep building on my skin From days and days and days of producing this sin I'm not trying now But I'm going back in Someday I'll win (x4)
10.
He wakes up at 4am everyday Looks at who he is He’s never who he wanted to be He’s molded from corporate pessimists Suit and tie are his disguise Feels that is he left They wouldn’t realize He told me Even if the lord himself came down And told him to re-think He wouldn’t even blink Eleven hundred feet about the ground His back facing the sun He wants to jump into the sky Maybe then he will become someone Doctor please get me out of this mess Prescribe me some more Xanax Anything to make me forget That I lost the dream I had Wanted to be a drummer in a band Now I’m tied to a noose In a business land that I can’t stand Eleven hundred feet about the ground His back facing the sun He wants to jump into the sky Maybe then he will become someone He gave up on himself so long ago (x3) Eleven hundred feet above the ground His back facing the sun He wants to taste the pavement Maybe then he will become someone (x2) He told me Even if the lord himself came down He’d find that man on the ground Disappointed and sorry that he never became the man He so badly wanted to be So badly wanted to be So badly wanted to be So badly

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Recorded at The Bunker Studios in Freehold New York

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released October 25, 2013

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Mike Dwyer

Artwork by Haley Cwynar

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We are a band made up of three friends. We write music in the hopes for people to connect with what we've created and recieve something from it. We all are extremely passionate about music and the effect it has on people. We love creating and playing, and hope to share that with the world. ... more

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